After being goody good dude for 'bout 3 years, and laylow from gimicks, nightlife temptations, bad-habits and stuff...
I find myself asking and questioning my actions.
"Putangina! Hindi sulit pagbabago at pagiging matino ko!"

Love comes and goes like the wind.
theres no permanent and theres no perfect in this world

There was this one major outbreak in my relationship which bursts anger and tears upon myself.
I have been telling the truth and loyal to her eversince. But my significant other didnt believed me at all, and that trust never existed in the first place, im pretty sure that our relationship isn't goin' to work out.
then, you'd find out that some of your "so-called Friends" was backstabbin' you already, and telling lies like theres no tomorrow.

Woooh! I pity ya'll fucktards who are not true to yourselves and to other people.
This world is sooo unreal! and im gettin' used to it.

Lots of problems lately, well i guess its part of our life.
I tried to solve and fix all of these bullshit, but in the end, i failed.
I guess, this is also one of the reasons why i havent updated my blog for awhile.
Money, school, ex, friends.. Ahh Fuck! I think my head is goin' to explode!
Where should i begin!? see! I dont even know where to start!
I even tried to run away from all of these crazyness! Goin' out, hanging out with the "Real and True" peers, drinking beer (again), killing the kid out of me, and just having fun, for me to forget the whole ordeal. then, the next day, im goin' to do it again and again and again, which is lame. Im So sick and tired of running away.

I have faced my problems, but all of them are either unsolvable or hard to deal with.
Lets face it, problems are part of our life and life is full of bullshit.
The world revolves around Money!
without Money, your useless, pathetic and imbecile.
Why?
4 subjects that i took was not credited. Goddammit! all because of money!

so what else is new?
Well i guess, im goin' back to where i started.
No more mister nice guy, No more loyalty to others, Player, Full of Cruel Intention, Warfreak, Rebel, etc.
I dont care 'bout the world or anyone around me already. just me, myself and I.
Once again, im back. and im happy with it.
Live it, Love it, Learn it, Deal with it.